(Sunday, December 31, 2006/10:28 PM)
Goodbye
Alright, for this year's new year dedication, i decided to listen to the 100 songs on 987. 10 hours non-stop.
Now I can't rmb what Number 63 was. =P
Well, I do remember em' from 10 down, they are:
10) Beep - PCD ft. Will.I.Am
9) Hate Me - Blue October
8) Catch Your Wave - The Click 5
7) I Write Sins not Tradgedies - Panic! At the Disco
6) Sexyback - Justin Timberlake
5) Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol
4) Believe Me - Fort Minot
3) Hips Don't Lie - Shakira
2) Unfaithful - Rihanna
1) Where'd You Go - Fort Minor
(Personally, i feel number 1 is a bit overrated, but no worries. =P)
I won't be staying until 12, it's my custom, I've never stayed up till 12 on New Year's before...I think. =D
Anyway, Happy New Year to all. Things come and they go. Good or bad, happy or sad. Just move along with it all, like beginnings all have endings.
And all endings are new beginnings.Happy new year all! =D
(/7:39 AM)
Endless
Time to talk traning. I'll make it short and sweet so it's not so boring. (=
FridayWoke at 6.30, went to school, "flew" to track, did warmup. Then ran round it once, pushups. Twice, pushups. Thrice, pushups. Then 3 more rounds without pushups, how pathetic ya? =D
After that, soccer for long long time. Then break. Then rifle drills. Then march-with-your-rifle-non-stop drills. Then break for lunch(which was some chicken rice thing =D).
And after that, talk cock session. Then more drills, more drills, more marching. Then it was 5pm.
Time to go home. =D
SaturdayWoke at 6.30 too, went to school. Same as yesterday, only that we ran more and the soccer time was less. =D
More drills, more drills, more drills. Lunch and more drills, more drills, then cut short, I had early leave. =P
My mom said that potluck dinners had no rice, so we'd be eating at home. Hmph, tough luck, when we got there, 2 containers of brilliant golden rice flashed in front of me and I turned around wanting to tell my mom off but she just disappeared. =P
Oh well, after some talk on which the 2nd half I was distracted with (headband, haha xD). Ran around the place to avoid certain physical attacks from someone who was more verticallt challenged than me(yeah i know, i'm not grateful for my present). Anyyas, thanks for the sweeta ruifen. =D
And that sums it up, have a great new year. (=
Is life the challenge, or are we challenging life?
(Sunday, December 24, 2006/11:08 PM)
Shot
3-day hiatus as i go off, again. ><'
I'll try to think of something better to put on the blog when i get back, i hope there'll be no more emo stuff. =P
(Saturday, December 23, 2006/11:00 PM)
Plan
Gone with fear, time to move on to something else...more cheem? =D
Huzzah,
Righteous Indignation. (=
"Righteous indignation is an emotion one feels when one becomes angry over perceived mistreatment, insult, or malice."
"In some Christian doctrines, righteous indignation is considered the only form of anger which is not sinful. Conversely, it is considered sinful to fail to act upon one's righteous anger, especially if it regards blasphemy against God." (blasphemy just means defamation, usually that towards God)
Side Note: At this point, peeps might think I'm a hugely devoted Christian who will pursue in this Rightous Indignation. Actually, I shall not, in fact, I shall move on to something else. Religion is a touchy subject, best avoided. ^^
Hmm, next...
Fanaticism"Fanaticism is an emotion of being filled with excessive, uncritical zeal, particularly for an extreme religious(oh noes) or political(another touchy subject) cause, or with an obsessive enthusiasm for a pastime or hobby."
Basically, it just means two things. Either you're obsessed with something to a great extent, or you're in a, can't say anything bad here, group with very strong beliefs.
So, is it good to be obsessed?
"Fanaticism consists in redoubling your effort when you have forgotten your aim."
Does it apply to every level of fanticism?
Don't slap me for being a nerd here, but if people weren't obsessed, there'd be no so-called great theories and so-on-and-so-forth, don't wanna bore everyone. =P
Everything's just good in moderation, too much and it takes a toll on you too. (=
(Thursday, December 21, 2006/9:26 PM)
Snap
Emo Rage ftw, it's not being emo, it's called contemporary storm of thought.
From the t.b.c...
Something unexpected happenes,
Nothing shocking, something revealling.
Perfectly normal night, yet fate leads to this,
You come to a conclusion.
You're too late,
You stretched too far.
The pressure gets too intense,
And it snaps.
Trying to break through 1 layer,
You take too long.
Thus when you do,
It's too late, there's 2 now.
But it's not over yet,
Mindless tortue still exists.
And the only one who can stop your suffering,
Is the torturer, your mind.
"The only thing we have to fear is fear itself."
(Wednesday, December 20, 2006/9:20 PM)
Late
Nothing really to write, should I go Eragon? Hmm...
Better come up with something.
"Don't be a fool, that path leads to imminent death."I guess all this thinking I've done really can't be put in words.
"It's no better running away than it is to die trying."Or can it?
I thought that 100 days could be put in words,
But time and fate forbid.
Or do I just forbid myself,
Not just thought, it's fear.
What is fear?
"Fear is one of a group of reactions in life forms with a long history of survival advantages for the owner and is the opposite of faith."
Then what is faith if fear is the opposite?
Paranoid, Distrusted, or Terrified?
Do you need to fight fear with fear?
Most of the time, with some indirect experience, we know that something is wrong and punishment will be executed, so fear kicks in and makes us stop whatever intention we have. Be the punishment physical or mental, it doesn't matter.
So, what about people who comit crime, go to jail, and do it again?
People like these contain their fear, bottling it up and forcing the body to commit such a thing. It's not that hard once you try, just like opening up a tiger cage. You just need to find the key, then the tiger will jump out, and after that, it will eat you up.
Once you try and you find that no one saw, you get excited. You now have no fear, you think the whole world allows you to take something and walk out. To the world it's morally wrong, so they embed fear in as many people as they can. And it carries on from generation to generation, country to country, world to world, and then you ask, who is it who said it was bad in the first place?
Someone is bound to ask that, and soon that person will find more people who think the same way, and they will rise against this fear. Making new rules, new laws, becoming infamous worldwide.
And all because the rest of us think "no".
So what is fear after all?
T.B.C. =P
(Monday, December 04, 2006/10:02 PM)
Meh, I'm bored...
Time to do that quiz that matilda and ruifen did.
I hope it works on a guy like me. =P
Teh Basics:Name: yow zi shing
Age: 13 9-days- going-on 14 =P
Hair: Err, black, short, straight?
Blood type: O, i suppose.
Height: 174, approx. =D
FriendsNumber: uncountable, well, 1, 2, 3, 4...can we skip this until i'm going to sleep? (;
Closest?: well...i dunno. a friend in need is a friend indeed. need an answer now?
Like any?(more than a friend): mmm........nope, well yes, well no. okay, this doesn't work for guys like me. =P
FuntimeLabel: erh, does ching do for a label? =P
Virgin?: ofcourse, 100%.
If not, how old were you when...: n/a. =P
Music Genres: really, everything.
Fav Band?: nah, i like all.
What music does that band play: again, n/a. man, im very inconpatible with this survey ya?
FavesColour: black or blue?
IceCream: chocolate chip mint. with sprinkles. =P
Singer: anyone who can. =D no offense leonard, you can.
Memory: hmm?
Relative: cousins? =D well whaddaya mean wh
Sibling: only got one. well?
Animal: erh...ligers. shows that animals don't care about getting raped. okay okay...erh, dog, man's best friend anyway.
Pie: chicken pie, it's the only one ive eaten anyway.
Breakfast: whatever goes down fast.
Lunch: anything that tastes good. =D
Dinner: well, curry? =P
Desert: icecream. with sprinkles.
Dog: i don't really know. any dog i guess.
Website: anything that i need and does not concern explicit content. =P
3 Friends and Why: aw, i don't prefer friends. so random naming: 1.Dom - the uber dude, pwns in DotA as far as I'm concerned. =P 2. Malcom - hardworking yet got life, not completely gone what. =D 3: Loy - for making my story complete. well im talking bullshyt so, next.
Quote: im a changable person, so no quote.=D
Writer: whoever can write, but for now Neil Humphreys
Actor: i don't watch lotsa shows. too bad. =P
Actress: read the above line.
Cartoon: Looney Tunes, or whatever's related to that.
Tv Show: well, anything that comes by that's good, mostly Animax. =D
Instrument: Acoustic guitar, not that i play it.
Position: Last or 2nd last, I was always like that. =P
Person to be with: whoever might come by, lol i can't answer these things, too weird. =P
Tis or TatGirl or Boy: everyone's equal
Sex or Dating: people often mix both.
Coffee or Alcohol: alcohol cause' i havent taken it before. temptation...
Hugs or Kisses: erh, once again, both usually mix.
Spongebob or Patrick: if either one is missing, the show is not complete.
Dog or Cat: wouldn't mind either. all animals are equal, are they? =P
Boxers or Briefs: depends on the situation.
Thong or Panty: ill choose to skip this. "no you can't!" oh yes i can.
Paper or Rock: i never imagined that paper could trash rock.
Gun or Knife: items of war...tsk tsk... well knife cos there's no need to aim, just stab.
Thong or Panty: didn't i say no. =P
BeliefsGod: hmm, maybe.
Heaven: earth needs a cap.
Hell: hell yeah.
Gay Marraige: go ahead, but just don't propose to me. =P
Taxidemi(stuffing teh carcasses): sure, just don't come to my house with a stuffed buck.
Blondes have more fun: if you dyed your hair blonde and went wild, would that be fun.
Abortion: it's your choice, people abort ducklings and eat em. i know of some guy who eats babies, jks. =P
Bush: i can't vote, so no comment.
War in Iraq: there's no more war so no comments.
Politics: you'll never get a perfect world.
Gay Sex: (refer to "Gay Marraige") with marraige comes sex, that's the way it is.
(/8:08 AM)
Birthday
Huzzah.
No presents, no party, no cake, no nothing.
Just me and my computer. =P
Back to updating.
Day 6Went to arcade in the morning i think. Played around, especially with the rythym thing. =D
After that, went to the supermarket to find that my mom had bought the whole shop's stock of chrysanthemum. Meh.
After lunch, went back to hotel, watched lotsa tv, went for dinner, came back and watched lotsa tv. You get the point. =P
Day 7I can't remember now...=D
Ohyeah.
We went to some so-called new departmental store to find that it was really new, still under construction. -.-
But there were some open in the basement so we went in there and straight into the supermarket.
After buying loads of I-wouldn't-like-to-know-what, bought some food from there (yeah, they cook all kinds of stuff in there) and sat outside and ate.
After that, went venturing round the area, was fooling around at some playground, then went back.
And then the usual. Slack, dinner, back to slack again.
"Mom, why didn't I get to go use the computer yesterday?"
"Shush you, your hair is so long and..."
Always changing the subject. =P
Day 8Going out of my hotel door in the morning, I find the adjacent room having the 2x"喜" on the door, well whatever it was. Someone was getting married today, nice day to do so too, being the 8th. =P
Today, went to some great big garden, rented a 6-person err, pedal-operated-metallic-barred-vehicle? 1 wheel, 1 bell, and 6 retards riding it all over the bloody garden. Especailly some hyper boosts from time to time, sometimes moving slower than a snail.
Pedaled here and there, saw sky and sea, all this scenery crap. At least there was wind in my face. (=
After that, squashed into 1 cab again, and went to some random restaurant for bites.
And after that, went to look for a barber, sucessfully, and after getting my hair cut, went back to the hotel room where I proceeded with the usual slack thing. Man, Korean drama is the only form of entertainment I have, well besides "Friends". =P
Day 9Last day/night, well to actually do stuff.
Went down to the arcade only to part from it with a soccer ball, and sore fingers. I tired HotD but gave up at lvl 5 when The Star proved to be a big burden to my coin supply. Oh well, at least I got up to lvl 5. =D
My bro, who played all the ticket earning games, was short of I-don't-really-know-how-much tickets for some soccer ball. So instead of into the rythm machine, I put my last token(well I thought it was my last)into the ticket earning machine and came out with 100. =P
After that, played those rythym games again, went for lunch, and dicovered that I had 4 extra coins, back to the games. =P
After that, went back to the hotel room and same thing again. Stayed up for Friends, it's a really nice show, especially when you're stuck in China with nothing better to do. =D
Day 10Nothing really, got up early, breakfast, checkout, climbed into bus, went to airport.
Well aside from that and getting into the flight, the queues were really Uniquely Singapore. I saw 2 people at the check-in to some place in Japan, and 70 in the one to Singapore, man these people gotta relax, even my mom was agitated. Oh well, it's contaigious. =P
Climbed on plane, tried to while time away, did so, got down, got baggage, got outta there and back home, huzzah.
After that, all the unpacking, finding that my soundcard blew up, went over to Sim Lim and got a new one plus my 60-day card, uber way to end the holiday. =P
`my brain tells me "confess"
but when I see you
I just can't do anything.
am I useless?
(Sunday, December 03, 2006/3:35 PM)
Expresso
Meh, just got back...
Will update later at night, but first... =P
Cya in awhile. (=